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i'll be fine

by solace.

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1.
Don’t count on me I’m hopeless Just leave me here alone I’ll be fine Believe me Just leave me Don’t count on me Believe me Just leave me Don’t count on me Don’t count on me Don’t count on me I’m hopeless I’m fucked up But in the end I’m still standing here Always remember my words Don’t count on me
2.
grey 04:08
Hold on Let me breath for a while Everything feels so blurry to me I tried to escape But if I’m honest I still feel the same Let me breath Let me breath for a while So many countless times I sat for hours on my stairs My face buried in my hands Trying to escape Everything feels grey Everything has changed But I I still feel the same I still feel the same I still feel the same Everything feels so grey I’m sick of feeling the same There’s so much anger in my heart And every day it’s getting worse Bottling up my pain I can’t describe how much it hurts Every step I tried to take Brought me back to where I started I hate to be alone But can’t stand to be with others I know it’s kind of stupid And I know that I’m wrong Blaming all of you For my own fucking faults And I know it’s kind of stupid And I know that I’m wrong I’m trying to exist I’m trying to keep my hope Let me breathe Let me breathe for a while Let me breathe Let me breathe for a while With every sleepless night Another part dies within me With every sleepless night Another part dies within me
3.
hurt me 03:40
I want you to hurt me I don’t deserve this And I don’t deserve you Just take a deep look inside of me And you'll realise Who I really am And everything that I can't be I am hopeless I am worthless Nothing stays the same I'm drowning in myself tonight I'm not okay, I’m not alright But that's fine I'm drowning in myself tonight I just want you to know That I don't blame you I blame myself For everything that went wrong For every single thing that I can’t make undone I blame myself I blame myself Nothing stays the same I'm drowning in myself tonight I'm not okay, I’m not alright But that's fine I'm drowning in myself tonight But that’s fine I'm not okay, I’m not alright I'm not okay, I'm not alright I’m not alright I’m not alright Nothing stays the same I'm drowning in myself tonight I'm not okay, I’m not alright But that's fine I'm drowning in myself tonight I want you to hurt me I want you to hurt me I want you to hurt me I want you to hurt me  
4.
black birds 02:14
No hope at all Our time comes to an end We had it all But no one fucking cares I never asked for this mess I never asked for this mess I never wanted to be a part of it I never wanted to be a part of it I never wanted to be a part of it I never wanted to be a part of it I never wanted to be a part of it I never wanted to be a part of it I never wanted to be a part of it I never wanted to be a part of it A part of the end We had it all But no one fucking cares I’m a part of the end A part of the end Now hear the black birds cry  
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& 01:43
6.
dead roses 02:43
I feel Cold hands around my neck The reaper speaks to me Whispers his ugly song How does it end? How does it feel? Is there a heaven or a hell? How does it end? How does it feel? Dead roses on my empty grave All the memories will fade to black Will there be light? A place to hide? From the endless darkness Of the afterlife Will there be light? A place to hide? From the endless darkness Of the afterlife Reset My mind is going crazy Everything we touch Goes away in the end Reset My mind is going crazy Why do we search someone If we die alone One day I will look into your eyes Slowly saying goodbye Slowly saying goodbye I hope we’ll meet again On the other side On the other side Don’t leave me alone here I’m so afraid of death Don’t leave me alone here I’m so afraid of death Will there be light? A place to hide? Will there be light? A place to hide? Will there be light? A place to hide? Will there be light? A place to hide?  
7.
These words were written in tears This shit hurts since many years I can’t get rid of Rid of my depression And I can’t see any progression I cannot breathe anymore So incomplete and so alone I just want to feel alive Just want to feel alive Any progression Please delete these thoughts I’m trying to defeat this loss But I’m so fucking done I’m so fucking done Since you have been gone I wasn’t able to carry on My life is just a fucking mess But since I’ve lost you I couldn’t care less I cannot breathe anymore So incomplete and so alone I just want to feel alive Just want to feel alive I couldn’t care less Please delete these thoughts I’m trying to defeat this loss But I’m so fucking done I’m so fucking done Life is a fucking fray It puts me down every single day There is no way out of this I think I’ve fallen in an abyss I cannot breathe anymore So incomplete and so alone I just want to feel alive Just want to feel alive In an abyss I’m so done In an abyss I’m so done In an abyss I’m so done In an In an abyss these words were written in tears  
8.
Unpreventable Unpredictable Death the only companion Throughout my whole life Waiting For me to pay my debt of nature Waiting To take my life Tell me I won't be forgotten Tell me You'll remember my name Tell me You won't forget my face Tell me I won't fade away I hope I'll be remembered I hope I won't be forgotten Forgotten Am I scared of dying? Or of being here for nothing? For nothing? How long will it take? How long will it take? How long will it take? 'till I never lived at all? How long will it take? How long will it take? How long will it take? 'till I'll be buried in oblivion? Tell me That I won't be forgotten Tell me That you'll remember my name Tell me That you won't forget my face Tell me That I won't fade away Forgotten Forgotten Forgotten Forgotten  
9.
i'll be fine 04:01
Follow Your heart they said I tried But found misery instead The hardest lesson to learn Is to accept who I am Overcome my inner fears To finally find some peace Still hate the world Still hate myself Trying to not give in Trying to not give in Still hate the world Still hate myself Left in the darkness again All the lights went out Left in the darkness again This won’t be everything This won’t be how it ends This won’t be everything This won’t be how it ends No Fuck This won’t be everything This won’t be how it ends I'll hope for a chance To feel myself again This won’t be everything This won’t be how it ends It rips me apart I’m trying not to give in Don’t count on me Don’t count on me Don’t count on me Just leave me here alone I‘ll be fine Don’t count on me Just leave me here alone I‘ll be fine Don’t count on me Just leave me here alone I‘ll be fine Don’t count on me just leave me here alone I‘ll be fine Don’t count on me I’ll be fine

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"i'll be fine" is the accumulation of our innermost fears that rob us of sleep night after night. The overwhelming thought that everything changes around you except your own hopelessness. Although, every day you try to convince yourself that one day everything will be fine again. Exactly these feelings are reflected in the melancholic mood that accompanies you through the whole record. The intentional raw sound wraps up the pent-up frustration and creates an atmosphere, in which every word and every note gets burned deeply into your skin.

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released April 24, 2020

Recording, editing & mixing by SOS Basement Recording Studio:
www.sos-basement.ch
Mastering by echochamber:
www.echochamber.ch

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solace. Aarau, Switzerland

Hailing from Aarau - Switzerland, "solace." created their own kind of melancholic and emotionally charged music. Not afraid to cross several genre boundaries and following their own ideal of "heavy music", solace. creates an atmosphere which hits deeper than just being angry. ... more

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